Monday, April 14, 2014

Pregnant

So I'm 23 days late on my period. Throughout this month I've taken prego tests and they were all negative. Friday 4/11 Chase and I were really worried so I got a doctors appt. 
This was the most scary feeling I've ever experienced. I've never gone to the doctor to see if I was pregnant before! Ah!! I was so nervous I wanted to throw up. So I peed in a cup and waited for the doctor. The doctor comes in and tells me the results. She doesn't even like ease me into or anything. She just says hello and tells me that I'm not pregnant. It was like whiplash. I was so relieved/not expecting that at all. 
I felt myself calming down and a relief came over me. I thought for sure I was prego.
I asked the doctor why I missed my period and by so many days. She asked me questions like what have my exercise and eating habits been like. Also if I've had stress. We narrowed it down to the stress since I got this new job. I mean who knew that stress could make you miss your period? (Mind blown) like I've heard of that but never thought it would really happen to me. Plus I didn't really think I was THAT stressed out.. 
Apparently I was though cause I still haven't started my period. 
Now I'm like wishing I would start and trying to keep my stress levels down.

I remember in jr high I was so worried about senior picture day and who I was going to sit by that on the way to the picture I puked in the hallway. 

Why do I stress out over the most small things that don't matter? Ugh. I need to learn some stress exercises.