Happy Thanksgiving

Today I am thankful for my family. I am thankful for Becca for always being there for me and being the best oldest sister ever! I am thankful for my living and supporting relationship I have with Rachelle. I am thankful to have a brother names Ryan. I am thankful for Jenny and always showing me the right way and how to be tough yet loving. I am thankful for Juli for always being there when I need her. I am thankful most for my mommy dearest. She makes my life awesome. I don't know how'd get through high school without her.
I am thankful for ALL my nieces and nephews and the huge love I feel from each of them. It's crazy how old they are all getting. I remember when Mckenna and Tyler were born! I was the first of my friends in jr high to have a niece or nephew.
I am also most thankful for Chase and Zeke. Chase is the best boyfriend and most supporting companion ever. He makes my world go round. He made this great life for me and I wouldn't have a house without him. He makes my thoughts stay happy and he shows me that love is never ending. Zeke makes me so happy. He is such an animated little dog. He makes his mommy happy every day. My favorite is to come home from a long day at work and see his happy hyper jumping face to see his mom when I get home. He spins on his hind legs on circles and barks his ass off happily.
Today I am thankful for family. 💜

Dear Girls Club,

I need some serious motivation.  I don't know how I'm ever going to graduate this thing called college.  Really though, I just talked to my adviser and it looks like I wont graduate until 2016... That's IF everything goes well and I pass all my classes especially math...  I'm no good at this whole going to school stuff...  As much as I love Logan I just want to be with my family sometimes.  I'm surrounded by people I love but feel so lonely.  Why do we have to spend bank to gain an education.  Why can't they have classes and then you go to the ones you are interested in... If I could choose what I wanted to do, I would actually work harder and care more.  I'm just living in this place feeling like I have no direction whatsoever... I need a math tutor... I wish I could just take art class and play with little kids all day.  Life is confusing.  Also why does everyone and their dog have a boyfriend, its sickening... but mostly its cute and i'm jealous.  I was at wal mart just now and every corner I turned there was a cute little couple buying things together.  I'm fun, I'm cute, I'm nice... there has gotta be one man who likes me! I'm with Becca, it really is amazing that people are in love.  How am I suppose to find a husband... this is seeming hopeless.  Wa wa.... okay I'm done winning about my life... 

On a happy note, I've got some of the best friends a girl could ask for!  I really miss you all and want to be with you girls!  Love you!

Love Camille