Once upon a time I was walking to class with a friend and we were about to cross the street.  My friend had just stepped off the curb and a bus turned right without seeing her and hit her.  It was an out of body experience, the kind that makes you think about life, the kind that makes you think "what if..."  What if she had crossed one second sooner?  The bus would have hit her head on instead of side swiping her... What if I was in front of her... The bus would have hit me head on...  I'm glad to be alive, although I'd rather skip out on my finals coming up next week.

I'm at this strange point in my life.  I'm 20 years old, single, behind in my math education, could turn in mission papers in a few months, could take classes and become a potter, could save up my money and take a service trip to Africa, could do pretty much anything...  Life is kinda confusing.

Right now what I'm most passionate about is my job at the elementary school and my membership in Fight The New Drug, Educating On The Harmful Effects Of Pornography.  Basically those are what my thoughts go into most.  I actually, just the other day got elected as the Publicity Head 2012-2013 for Fight The New Drug Chapter at Utah State! So excited!

I have a confession... I like boys... a lot actually... and I kinda sorta want to date one, I just don't really know who... Hmmm anybody wanna set me up on a date?  Anybody wanna go on a double date?! ha ha It is acutally kinda frustrating though because I've gotten to the point where I like being single, I like being alone and I'm just kinda picky with boys.  Except for the other day, I hung out with this boy and I just decided to let my walls down a little and we ended up cuddling which was very nice because it had been over a year since that had happened to me.  He's not talked to me since really so... eh... whatever!

I'm excited for summer time, I'll be moving back to Centerville.  Jalene I miss you so very much!  I think about you all the time and I just really badly want to be around you!  Becca, when you turned 21, how did you go about figuring out if you should go on a mission, what feelings did you have at that time?  Sister, Crystal, I am so excited to see you!!!!  Emi Chan... You and Mckay are so stinkin cute!  I loved seeing you riding bikes together!  Jessie, I hope living out of Utah is going great for you!  Post some pics?! // I love you girls!!

<3 Camille