Mckay and I had a really good talk the other night while driving home from Logan. We decided that we could do whatever we wanted to do with our lives and literally achieve anything. With God on our back we can be really happy. It might sound a bit dumb or cliche, but it's 100% true. I've been struggling to figure out what I want to do with my schooling and the rest of my life. What school I should go to. What I should study. Where we should live. Remember that really annoying song way back in elementary school? "I'm like a bird I'll only fly away.. I don't know where my soul is, I don't know where my home is.." It's by Nelly Furtado, I just looked it up. Anyway, that's a bit how I feel right now. I feel I have a lot of different homes: Japan, Centerville,Hawaii, and Logan. I think I am a very adaptable person when it comes to going to new places. I can easily go with the flow of a new scene. I don't know if my heart will ever be content in just one single place. That is why McKay and I have entertained the idea of moving to New York or California for art school. Heck, we've recently talked about going to London. This is all very exciting to me having the full knowledge that I can really go anywhere I want to and I have a super supportive fiance who shares the same dreams I have. I want to see new places and experience different cultures. I want to open a little shop and sell some art and clothes. I want to develop my sewing skills and also my drawing skills. Gosh, there are so many things I could write down, but they are all jumping around in my head so fast I can't.
It is my hope and prayer that each one of you will find (has found) a person who is exactly on the same page as you. Who shares the same dreams you do and who supports all of your desires. I know that marriage is going to be a lot of work, but I'm going to have the time of my life with my husband to be. Ah, man I'm getting emotional just thinking about it. I'm so excited.
For now, McKay and I will be living in Logan from this August until June 2013. Come visit us! I'll make some cobbler and we can have a good time.
I'll try writing more posts when it's not the middle of the night so my head is more clear. I love you girls.
Em, You are so adorable. I'm so glad you guys feel the same way about big decisions, that's so important. Your extensions look amazing and I am so excited to see more pictures! I seriously want to be helpful if you need any wedding preparation help. You are braver than me, wanting to live all over the place. It is so great that you two support each other! Thanks for the post! LOVE YOU!
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ReplyDeleteThis post makes me so excited to find somebody to marry someday! Congrats on sticking through dumb dating life... or single life... or whatever! yikes, I'm like Becca right now, I don't really know what to do with boys... yikes! I would love for you to live somewhere amazing so that I could visit you there and stay at your home! I actually had a dream the other night that I packed up and took a flight to New York all by myself! Maybe I was going to visit you there ;) I love you
i love you emi! You're so great!
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Wow I'm so excited for your life to start new with McKay Emi! I'm so excited the day after you called and told me you got engaged and went and found THE PERFECT gift for you and your place of living lol. I can't wait to see you and McKay married! It's so crazy to think your getting married. I still remember the day you told me about holding his hand under Gilmores kitchen table with Jared right there!! :O hahaha love it! Emi, you need to be on instagram so I can see you tons! I love you! And seriously, I want to be apart of your wedding in any way I can. Helping plan or setting up. Holding your dress while you have to pee lol. I LOVE YOU EMI CHAN A WAN!
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